Bill, I am sorry to read of your loss; My wife Betty passed away from early onset AD last year, so I have some idea what the family is going through. After the pain of your loss and roll of caregiver starts to fade the wonderful memories will start to flood back and give you some sence of peace. For me the overwhelming feeling of guilt for going on alone is tough, don't forget to find help if needed; the Alzheimer's assn and local AD support groups are very helpful. God bless you and family. Regards, Elmer LaBrash